There is a question that keeps haunting me. Maybe haunting is the wrong word. It feels more like flirting.
The question is this:
What if 2023 was the last year of life?
I’m grateful for the reminder of how precious and uncertain life on Earth can be. So this question doesn’t feel mean or malicious in any way. In fact, this question feels friendly, and to be honest I enjoy every time it crosses my mind.
Knowing that there is a last breath out there looking for each of us helps me focus my energy and attention.
I get to ask myself, if this was my last year on Earth…
How would I spend it?
What would I want to leave behind?
Who would I spend my last few months/days with?
What will I let go of?
What will I be remembered for?
My suggestion is if there is something you really want to do, make 2023 the year you actually do it. Because there are no guarantees there will be a 2024.
Big love,
D
PS: I know my mom reads these so, mama, I am fine. I promise. Actually I feel better than I have in years.
For a few years now, I have flirted with the idea of a meteor heading for earth... "Don't look up" (the movie) style I suppose. And not in a morbid way. More in this kind of curious style. Another flirtation I have is "what would happen if the power went out and never came back on?" What would be important? Who would matter? What connections would I still have or need to make?
And the age old question ... If it were the end of my life looking back, what would have mattered?
Thank you for the reminder